Rain Fina Lasswell Portraits
watch me draw: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=L63YQ-b3xH0
So I’ve been playing a new FF game!
…a Gacha FF game…
That said, if you do not spend / spend too much on mobile games that have a gambling element to it - I would definitely check it out: FF Brave Exvius!
It has loads characters from across Final Fantasy and Squeenix games, including FFBE-only characters too - and these guys need more back story and love! The main RPG is quite funny and charming, and is pretty long considering it’s free to play. Additionally there are always new things every week (raids, story events, new bosses etc.) to keep you logging in every day.
Here are some cool drawings of the 3 main story characters: Rain, Laswell (<3) and Fina. There are other story characters you get later on too.
The Gacha element comes in as you get tickets or LAPIS (currency) that summon ‘Visions’ / units of varying strengths and abilities (and rarity) - these can be from FF1 to FFTactics, as well as FFBE itself (they have fan contests for new designs).
I have spent under £5 and don’t ever intend to go over the price of a normal game. It’s pretty generous if you just enjoy getting stuff without getting salty about not having the best units / best equipment and abilities etc straight away.
My main current party includes Rikku (FFX), Y'sholta (FFXIV) and some FFBE units, including my new favourite: Aileen, the steampunky, pink-haired, badass engineer from Dalmagia.
No FFVII yet - I can imagine Squeenix/Gumi are waiting for the remake and then they’ll make TONS of money from people trying to get their hands on FFVII characters. If you are prone to spending, be warned!
Aileen – Final Fantasy: Brave Exvius fan art by Chuby Mi
This is gorgeous fan-art of my favourite FFBE character: Aileen!
Hi all. I’ll try to keep this brief, but I just wanted to say “hello again”, and… you have been on my mind for the time I’ve been away. I’ve missed you all.
So, um, I was “diagnosed” with CFS/ME. Not using this as a excuse but there is a quite fine line I have to walk everyday to manage my energies - physical, mental and emotional. Sometimes, when I’m bad, I can’t even string together a coherent sentence.
It’s like having the flu, being a zombie and being forced to run a marathon on top of that. Everything feels like a tremendous effort. It frustrates me still, but that in itself takes up what little energy I can have left. Mindfulness has helped.
Not all is bad however. I now work half time. This was needed, despite my pride saying otherwise. It’s hard on the wallet, but I wouldn’t have it any other way. It’s changed my life for the better. I still foster animals and also pet sit on the side!
I previously was on the brink of being laid off for medical reasons. Years went by, with me barely getting over one crash only to struggle into work every day. Then my friend and housemate of a couple of years took their own life. I had held them in bed the night before and was on the phone to their 7mo pregnant sister when I found them.
I would not wish that on my worst enemy - her howls, when I finally got back to her (after cutting my friend down, with the help of my other housemate) still echo in my head sometimes even now. They were in a lot of pain (chronic psychotic schizophrenic episode) and we all tried so hard to be there, but, in the end, their perceived reality was too much to bear. I still blame myself for not going up those stairs earlier, trying to be there like the hundred times I had tried before… But then I know I can’t continue thinking like that.
Work suddenly became more sympathetic. And thus I got granted half time hours.
The suicide was finalised a year later in Court, this May. And not to be totally depressing, I was away at the time - on a 3 week voluntary holiday looking after street cats, rescue dogs and a sheep called peeps in Spain. Believe me, that was wonderful! I truly was at home with the hosts and animals.
I long to be back with Reeve, Cait Sith and you all. I hope to be, even if it might be in a diminished capacity. Moreover, I hope you are all well!?
Love from me and mine to you all xx
“Will it hurt her, Da??”
“Of course not, my darling.”
“Oh, the offspring of our own chemical swapping? So sorry, dear. I believe when you signed the papers saying ‘willing to inject fetus with alien lifeform’s cells’ you waived all parental rights. Quite clearly stated in Section 6, Article 9, Paragraph 3. The one with the header ‘Why You Are a Horrible Person’. Wahahaha!”
Oh my god. I’m dying. I can’t breathe. *hyperventilates*
The Dark Id’s entire DoC playthrough is fantastic. Better than canon, dare I say?
It’s way better than canon.
this is some satisfying shit
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